today i woke up early and im shock i dont wake up early..was pretty much bored since its the holidays and its not as if i can go out everytime..so i decided to play DJ Max.realised that i still couldn't finish a stupid level 19 game what the heck im some noob..so gave up went eat breakfast.watched some really lame and boring shows but what can i do its the early morning.was suppose to go bowling today with surekha though.then i thought it would be quite boring and dull to have 2 people so i decided to ask Jonathan,Joshua tan,Deborah and Calvin.Its was going no where when i ask them.Deborah would go if Jonathan was and he would go if Tan was going.so i called tan and he said he couldn't go cause of some personal reasons i wont name as i promised him i wont.Anyways only me and Jonathan would know whats the reason.We're best friends like i said.. (: so ya then told Jonathan he aint coming then he actually will come but then he lazy wanna play com so in the end all of us never go.since i wasn't out thought maybe come to aunt's house to blog..on the way while in the train saw 2 cute guys haha their features on their faces very dominon and its just plain striking. (: hope my boyfriend in future will have it (: then after a while i went back to playing my PSP.alighted at Queenstown.on the way from after i went through the condo gates i started thinking back on my life. what have i been doing for the past 13 years?? i dint think that i went through life fruitfully many a times i ponder whether i did this correctly and whether i did this at the right moment.they say practice makes perfect but were things meant to be perfect?? i doubt anyone in this whole entire earth has ever experienced perfection.this perfection word has been around for a long time.many people try to hit its expectation some failed some think they did it but has anyone really experience the whole feeling of it? i sometimes wonder how it feels like.then after i when i was in the lift saw this cute boy.he kept looking at me but i dint smile or anything feels weird.so i went into my aunts house used the com still pondering over my life.i dont know what to do man..talked to Sian Sue on msn and FB.. YES FINALLY SHE SAY SHE WILL BUY FOR ME VODKA ! ! WOOS.hope i do not become an alcolholic.it'll be scary.and im getting abit hungry now..can the maid faster cook the food ..): having tuition later its H-O-L-I-D-A-Y you know..its kinda waste time anyways.

later going to Jurong Point at night might be eating at New York New York.haha celebrate dad's actual birthday (: hais why is the world like this.now im starting to really wonder what i was born for..having some muscle aches too.carried about 25kg of weights and then must spike the ball.having tough time raising my hands up..shucks should i go training??

After tuition stayed back to help aunt do some stuff.then decided to show my cousin some gay ghost show which is not scary for me cause i watched quite a few times already..he thought it was funny..-.- which was not. then he went to watch 2 others i screamed freaking loud at the second one cause it was scary for me.now i know never ever bring me watch horror flims i will scream into your eardrums.therefore im sorry cousin for screaming into your ear..XD

Went to Jurong Point.ate new york new york.got teased by sisters. dint really like it.more of it wasn't really interested to be bothered.then ate my food continue crapping and being retarded.nothing much la.was just being in pain with muscle ache and was pretty tired.wanted to faster go home and sleep.uploaded some photos on FB want then go see.and i'll stop here for now want to go sleep already.
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna