FRIENDS:
we all have friends..
but how good on terms of friends do we have?
we got different kinds..
Aquaintances..
Normal friends..
Good friends..
Best friends..
i sure do have best friends and good friends in fact i have all the catagory but then when you're in need who helps you most? well for me i have my best friends help me the most..they're like a shoulder i can lean on.a ear i can rant/tell something to.a friend i know i can love,cherish,and have fun with..i dedicate this post to them and i hope i can convey this message across.its not easy being someone's friend.They do throw their anger on you that's normal all humans do.we all have feelings but if you are a best friend you will understand the pain and will try ways and means to help and comfort.to understand a person is not easy too.you have to spent time together.ASK about them know how they feel at times and learn to appreciate everything they do.its not an easy task but when one's willing to try.anything's possible.i have my downs and ups so do my friends but i know that there's always someone out there who will love me give me all the concerns and love a best friend will.
I APPRECIATE IT I REALLY DO AND I WILL CHERISH THEM as they said it takes a few minutes to remember a face..
a few hours to know them..
a few years to understand them..
a lifetime to forget them..
so of course i will not forget them..
1st Cor chpt 13:
love is patient
love is kind
love isn't jealous
it doesn't sing its own praises
it isn't arragant
it isn't rude
it doesn't think about itself
it isn't irritatable
it doesn't keep tract of wrong doings
it isn't happy when injustice is done
it is happy with truth
love never stops believing and being patient
never stop hoping and it never gives up
nobody can fufil this but my best friends are willing to try and thus what makes them a best friend.GOD is nice and always loving.i dont know what i have done to receive such friends and i am grateful to him for doing so.Really no one beats being a best friend.i am happy with my best friends and i am always sorry for being angry with them but yet they put up with me.i have no idea how they get the patient thought i regret what i have done but im always forgiven when i have confess it to GOD. This world is somewhere there will be no peace but this world is a place where you can find true friends the meaning of having someone to hear you and love you.that's also where you can find people to trust.therefore i love my friends.Knowing a person that loves you is a great feeling.heart will be torn apart at times when communications isn't there but i believe time heals all wounds.GOD I AM REALLY GRATEFUL TO YOU! ! AND I THANK MY BEST FRIENDS FOR UNDERSTANDING ME THOUGH I MYSELF DONT AT TIMES (: thanks for giving me countless chances and forgetting all my wrong doings and remembering all the good things i have done i will try it out too.i hope this will change my life and i will still continue singing your praises (:
Try using a foolscap paper,pen down anything your best friends have done for you.remind yourself by adding a smilimng sticker or something and learn to forgive and forget the wrong doings of your friends.do this for 6 months and see how it has change you im not saying it'll work im just gonna try.
A POST NOTED DOWN FOR MY FRIENDS
Joanna 01:16
18 November 2009
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
@ 12:49
MONDAY:hmmm..training again.my life's kinda boring.-.- so anyways had very tiring training it was bad real bad.we had to play 4 VS 4 then that whole day sucks liks shit at times i really hate the jiao lian like mad ! fuck them bastards (: is like i dont even know what the hell i did then they like to say me and Zhang Wei i mean like seriously what the hell..is like the everytime like to di siao Zhang Wei and i also kana pulled into the freaking story?? get a life la..-.- then today was an exception kana again so they make me partner up with him then he pissed me off real bad. like when i tell him his hand never lock and he suppose to go where do what he keep argueing with me as though i said it wrongly then i was really pissed because i want to faster finish he keep dont wanna co-operate so i said you dont do it properly i'll ask the coach to help me cause if the coach did it for me and for him indivisually he gonna get into some serious shit cause he doesn't do it right.so he it did work but for a while then later Wei Hong jiao lian ask us come so he ask us do light touch and i did first.second was Zhang Wei.HAHA everything i said that he do wrong kana mentioned by jiao lian (: OH YES FINALLY SOMEONE HELP ME SCOLD HIM WOOS BABY! ! alright going on then later we did wheelbarrow it was madness.and we had to go along the perimeter of the volleyball training which is like what? 9 times 6?? equals to like 54 meter?? siao man. then it requires alot of apps muscle and arm muscle shits i dint practice enough when i do breakdancing on my upper arm so its not strong must start again (: then do already felt as if my whole body was gonna break apart.so after training i dont know why but then the C'Boys kana punished into push-up position jiao lian keep saying they trying to act like lao da.i also dont know and i dont really care.so ya had to stand there and watch them kana punished left the entire bbuilding at 1.45 then went to 7-11 buy cup noodles ate at dover market then went with sharmin to West Coast Plaza bought some snacks went to her house watch some youtube videos and crapped with her.had a fun time somewhat forgot all my unhappy things.how friends really help you (: so after that i went home.Watched
AVP full name :
ALIENS VS PREDATOR it was a nice show.very interesting but then the ending like a bit diao.i dint really understand it? like the alien use the acidic liquid to put a mark on her face then suddenly the alien kana shot by the enemy then he like dying.then soon after that the whole corhort of aliens came then the boss saw the marking then pass her some shit then later they left and that's it. it ended i was like woah okay..(: so anyways i watched The Amazing Race the last part lol i'll watch it again on Friday.haha so watched tv until quite late.went back to room then prepared to sleep.
TUESDAY:woke up at 10 plus coming to 11..faster change and went down to aunt's house for tuition having it at 1.30hais sian holiday still got tuition.i have really no life.anyways was playing icy tower (: heh heh trying to beat my last time high score. i reached 400 over heh heh now use on laptop i dont know why i cant play as well.): but its okay can practice (: later after tuition going down to Jurong Point to catch the 5 plus show of 2012.heh heh asked Ying Ning how the show was she said just alot of earthquakes.lol.as though when 2012 come there'll be so many earthquakes.and i dont believe that.so now just having tuition as i blog.teacher let me anyways i can multi task so not much of a problem (: gonna play icy tower (: lol talk with Joshua Tan then let him see my little cousin playing his WII and he says he's a noob haha but indeed he is either a miss or a foul so ya rushed out and ya i'll stop here now.(: will update what happen after tuition another day.
Back.woah i feel as though i was not in the human world.that show make me feel like im in the show itself.quite scary la at certain part where you dont know what to expect.so in the show there were some very touching parts i did cry a bit.but was scared most of the times.after the show ai seh suddenly ask why Singapore or even why sudden;y Jurong Point so over populated..then went to Bread Talk to buy bread duh of course.but seriously why was it named Bread Talk?? i mean like you go into the shop and then you hear the Bread talking to you.i mean a normal person would freak wont he? then ... i like find the name just plain retarded. O.o anyways went to Mac Cafe then my cousin ordered her drink and so did i.then later she said collect it for her she go somewhere and i was like collect then i go where? so i asked her then she say delifrance so i thought okay since its nearby then within a few seconds she was back then i was like woah so fast..and she was laughing cause it was guan men da zi.so i called my dad to fetch us went over to their houe having stay over gonna pon training tomorrow.i having muscle cramps stupid wheelbarrow -.- then now blogging while talking to Qi Bang about stuff we haven been the past few months needa catch up with the past times.must cherish the friends you have now. so i have finish and i'll stop here.
another memory noted
Joanna 23.00
17 November 2009
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Sunday, 15 November 2009
LIFE'S LIKE A GAMBLE.. @ 16:17
SATURDAY:went for training dad and mum sent me to school.Had usual training somehow today's training gonna end early.i dont really know why. :O so anyways there were only like 5 of the C'Girls that came-that's hardcore pathetic..-.- is like there's not even enough people to form a team least say practice.But then we had a so called friendly with Ngee Ann Polytechnic.Hmm it was fierce for the first batch of teams to play.Kimberly that group with the stronger players from Ngee Ann first.quite ebtertaining to watch at least its better than other times where i watch until i feel like sleeping.there were many aspects where we C'Girls dint fufil and it was a disappointment.like they chu shen to call their team mates and tell the team members what kind of ball to alert the rest.we C'Girls dont do that its like only once in a blue moon.so ya after the first round where we won pretty big time.it was our turn.we dint really do as well as them and in fact we lost ): by i think 5-6 points i cant remember.so after that game i had to go off cause i was going to some appreciation party.ya er went back watch some tv took a bath packed my bag and ya went out met Si Min,Joey,Samuel there then we were waiting for candy.She took suppppppper long we dint wanna really wait for her but if we dont we gonna get some scolding from my sis so its better to play safe.searched for her for quite some time..Mat Ching Hian and Shawn in the train.laughed alot during the train ride.we left candy out.no i think is actually she cant join us cause we dont talk to her one.is just that she dont know how to go Dover.HOLY COW ! ! singapore very big meh its just a few stops away from Lakeside what's so hard??so ya went down at SP(singapore Poly) the bus stop there.met many other ex students i know heh heh haven seen them in a while (: then we played poker (eco-friendly) cards then later played on round we reached so we went into some hall.quite nice.and i was hungry so i ate quite alot of food.haha friend was shocked.then did some activities will post the pictures another time.had a mini photo session after thhe party and its not with me so i cant post.maybe it'll be on facebook i dont know.after the bus sent us back to Dover mrt i took straight train to Queenstown.went to church i was kinda late for cell already.but its excusable.so went in to cell.sat down and usual la.having cell outing next week.needa meet at City Hall station at 1.30p.m. woah i cant make it boy.too early having stuff before that.maybe see can push the musci lesson earlier.anyways after cell went to MaMa shop to buy sweets as usual.greeted the uncle with a loud booming voice he laughed again.then later went for service.wanted to buy the ONE camp T-shirts sad it aint on sale anymore -.- ARGH! ! ! walaos.since i was tired,decided not to stand sat down instead.ate my poky on the sly.but i was hungry i told you -.- then during sermon i played PSP.PWN LA i keep missing.wth i think i was too cold.then played until they ask us stand again kept it started going a bit high again keep di siao-ing Kimbella. HAHA sorry ! then finish service earlier FOR ONCE! was about to go dinnering with Rebecca,Kimbella,Weilin,Leanne then Tianna ask me stay with her cause she dont wanna stand there with her bro and Kai En cause i think they're in some kind of fight.so i stayed with her we kept laughing cause i was crapping.back to it and somehow today Zac join us.so ate alot and i dont know why but today Rebecca kept on talking and talking and talking.kinda got irritated i was like trying to ask her to quiet down or something.no peace.-.- then as we like waiting for our food and something.suddenly saw someone familier.i wont say what happen.then later finish went home with Leanne Weilin Kimbella and zac and co.i went toilet came out i couldn't see zac but he came out later when leanne was in the toilet so we kinda lost each other at the station then zac send me a message to say he left cause he though leanne left so kimbella went towards pasir ris and changi airport there,while me weilin and leanne went to Joo Koon there.laughed and made fun of Leanne it was just for fun me and weilin keep laughing..so after Jurong East i was alone went back quite bored.some how i hated walking up the slope to my house.there's always garden snails kana stepped on and died.its gross to see that.so now everytime needa walk there i gotta open my eyes real big to see.-.- went home watched tv bathe at 11plus dint my stuff and slept at 12 plus coming to 1 tired dint feel like doing anything.
SUNDAY:woke up at 11 plus ate my breakfast asked mum if i was going to aunt's house alone or they sending cause my cute little cousin wants to play his new WII with me says he wants to challenge me haha i OWN him (: not all games some.i play until my right forth finger pain.so i went to blog.hais his busy playing his Final Fantasy.Oh yeah i want to wish my little cousin HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY ! ! not bad seh get WII for Birthday present.keep playing non-stop.haha addict XD so thats all for now..its only the start.later going to vivo there to celebrate his birthday.hmmmm see how other thing goes might blog another time.byes
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Friday, 13 November 2009
WHY DO SOME DAY FEEL SO BAD ? @ 22:52
THURSDAY:Woke up at 2.i woke up a few times before but was greeted with some really suckish weather.first i woke up when it was raining in the morning.then the second and third time i woke up because it was too hot. i have no idea why my sis off the freeaking fan.God dammit.then later saw a note on my table.read it then did my things.went down to sis childcare help her.talked with aloysius tan and crap abit then went Mac with him haha he is one funny person (: then later come back just to know we need to go pass something to someone.then we went out again.later while eating simin came then we talked and played with her. Hais how i love my friends.then later finish i went back hoome forgot what happen lay think.
FRIDAY:skipped training because daddy suppose to bring me to ECP to cycle.how sad suckish weather.rain rain rain all that happen was rain wth.then instead of cycling,we went to Hougang there look for mum's friend.i couldn't be bothered to listen to them and i couldn't really hear very noisy because of rain so i listen to my music.It really works wonder how you can feel secured in your own world of music.so ya went to Compass Point.kinda same like West mall no diff in fact just that the mall name is different.so ya shopped around.went to look at 77th street nt a bad idea i bought 2 tank tops kinda ex you know.will post them if i take a pic of it or when im out and i happen to wear it (: so ya dint buy anything else. dint feel like it.was too cold you see.so ya finished went back home.went sis's childcare saw some friends there quite happy.talked and played.then went to Jurong Point there quickly buy my Long John Silver Gosh heng i was in time for my OKTO @ the movies - She's the Man.its some seriously awesome show and im glad i watch it haha.then something happen i dont want to name and i dont want to explain but it really pissed me off.was quite angry for the next few hours dint wanna talk so i turned to the com.then now as i was blogging suddenly what i was angry about turn good.i got the chance again and im glad yes im going baby ! ! WOOS haha so yeah will post the pics too and im having boring training tomorrow-sianz hope its not tiring haha okay tired gonna sleep byes
another memory left
Joanna 23:10
13 november 2009
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
IM SO BORED..-.- @ 22:28
Bowling balls (:
Jonathan rolling the ball and he was standing beside a pro??
Me rolling the ball not bad huh??
Jonathan im bringing sexy back ~ and ya sitting like a beng (: nah he's not a guai kia (:
Me and Surekha nice leh this picture (:
MONDAY:Woke up pretty tired.. ): got woken up by cousin cause i think my aunt keep waking me up until it woke her up so she kinda like said this "..OI! YOU KNOW YOU NOT BEING WOKEN UP BY YOU MUM OR NOT?!" then i somehow woke up (: went to school train was super crowded so faster move to the back heng i went there nearer to the door for dover mrt station.went to school.had usual training just that it wasn't so tough.
TUESDAY:Had friendly with Queensway and Shuqun-hands down..playing with Queensway was kinda boring cause its like we serve the ball they cant catch it then the point becomes ours then they get some point cause they lucky so ya kinda boring game..then the match with Shuqun was way better at least they can catch the ball and we could play la but they say "ACE!" in a very high pitch voice after hearing for quite some time,my ear got pain and most like out of the 6 players 4-5 are the typical ah lians haha no doubt man.. (: so ya we still won them both quite happy but not very happy cause it wasn't a good win like they were just a few points away from ours so the jiao lians were lost for words hais cant blame them though.. ): finshed the match straight went to Bukit Gombak meet Jonathan..later went to Bukit Batok there to bowl.then surekha was in the midst of asking whether her tuition can push back so we went to Mac to eat first.she join us later and then we 3 went to bowl.dam funny..i think i suffered from sugar rush went quite high..like when surekha and Jonathan were bowling i keep going beside them and say "..MAJULAR MAJULAR" then before we went back to west mall there eat Mac Jonathan saw 2 girls one thin one quite fat then he actually just took a glance cause walking past mah then suddenly he look back agian for a while then i di siao him say "..WAH! you looking at chiobu is it? which one fat? not bad call her fat chio bu (:.." then he keep -.- then he said that the thin one quite chio which i dont find so much haha..it was just my opinion..then later i bought double chocolate frappe delicious i tell you(: while bowling took some photos and videos upload them later.please enjoy and keep your dirty comments to yourself thank you (:
WEDNESDAY:Had usual training in the morning.the train ride is screwed up like mad ): the train was freaking crowded cannot stand it..then at jurng east the uncle standing at the door those can lean one ya he alighted then i chiong gong his place.wrong move man..after the train left with this stupid indian lady who keep pushing her ass towards my uppder tigh then felt like i was being f***ed wth la..-.- then later when coming to Clementi i realised that i should have gone to the back dover mrt the doors open the other way..so had to squeezed and i managed to..hais singapore is just over populted.LETS DIE EARLIRT PEOPLE (: so yeah training as usual but also not tough.so after training went with Hui Hui to SP Mac again ! what the heck man..stop it im growing fat haha and im slacking in training -.- so anyways eat finish went home.slept abit.will post the photos another time.i tired lazy post.
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Sunday, 8 November 2009
FEELING SICKED @ 14:48
Had a webcam session with Danielle show her my hair lol she said it was nice.i thought otherwise not really but then not as much as her.slept at 2 last night.was super tired when i woke up today..caouldn't wake up lol..then later went to Pioneer have lunch.then went to Giant buy my snacks and blah blah.came back to cousin's house and used com.had nothing to surf so kinda bored cousin beside me on her com watching
'SUPERNATURAL' a very bloody and scary show.lol not scary as in horroer but there's this man who keep killing people and eating them raw and alive like there was this scene where an 40 plus uncle had a bandaged arm then the so called cannibal broke his that arm and bite into his raw flesh neck..then he just keep eating.. ARGH! ! wat the heck man..
SIPEH ALOT OF BLOOD SIA.so i started feeling quite sick..and eee i dint wanna watch it anymore.lol cooked 3 eggs made it scramble.
THE BEST PART:
I DRANK AWESOME VODKA! ! WOOHOOS BABY! ITS NICE REALLY IF YOU ARE OKAY WITH A BIT OF BITTER.DRANK IT WITH LIME (: THANK GOODNESS I STAY WITH COUSIN (: MUST STAY MORE OFTEN HEH HEH.MAYBE LATER I'LL DRINK WINE.HAVEN DRANK IT IN A WHILE.. and since its only in the afternoon.i have nothing to blog about but imma going out with cousins to eat dinner ourselves.Maybe Jurong Point lol.everytime also go there.3 times already sia. give it up la.its boring go somewhere else man..ooooo
IM ENJOYING THE VODKA (: BLASTERIOUS! ! okay will blog again later at night.
PEACE!Came back from Jurong Point had some really funny events..will post pic and say anther time getting tired..lol
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
KINDA PERFECT DAY BUT SPOILT BY AN FUGLY AUNTIE.. -.- @ 00:00
Today another hectic day.. had training in the morning. heng today the training not so tough or i'll just die -.- anyways at the end me and Sharmin while waiting for our turn to play with Poly volleyballers we versus the C'Boys then later Wei Hong jiao lian come help us.we play halfway then sudden;y i saw a bee keep kana distracted by it cannot play properly. then i left early for music class..leg tired bloody hell got one big blue-black on my right knee super pain when you press a bit..lol.better faster heal arh. the music not much thing happen la. at least now my theory exams over can concentrate on piano practical.
then later went home saw 2nd sis eating Long John Silver then i tempted to eat so took my things and went to Jurong Point bought the food quickly go for cell. ate 'LUNCH' there and then had a little so called scolding from zac for being 'what the hell' cause our cell more of the anti-social people so ya. then later went to Mama shop then i started screaming and shouting the uncle's name then friends keep laughing lol. then later i ask him give me discount he add some more i give the -.- face then he laugh. lol not funny lorh.
Went to service wasn't really listening the praise and worship part was too tired to sing in fact i don't really sing ha ha. so later during sermon i talked alot to Kimbella Tianna and Rebekah. Had the usual thing i played PSP and then listen to music..i'll just skip cause its boring..
Later Leanne went with her cousins to Lot 1 eat dinner then me and wei lin don't want so we go home ourselves then wei lin needed to go Toa Payoh get her new phone from friend so i follow her. then we from Queenstown take all the way to Raffles place. then took the red line and travelled to Toa Payoh. waited there quite a while.so we decided to walk a bit.then we walked to Cold Storage then we saw theese 2 very very young girls.i kept laughing at the younger one.her hair is so short like at the ear there then she take clip clip up the hair ..so wei lin was like she think very nice is it ?? some more the clip is like striking pink. from far can see one.lol so finally we were back at the mrt station then we saw alot of
FUGLY people then we dont want say until so obvious so we use the time direction like 12 O'clock thingy la.then we spotted many.haha laughed like mad.then later i kinda pissed cause they very long so i shouted okay not shouted but talked quite loudly "..what the hell la..they know what kind of clothes you wearing or not??" then just nice i saw 2 boys walk towards wei lin i immediately shut up.sorry dint mean to scold sia..oh yeah on the way to Toa Payoh right there's this fucking bloody old bitch that think i looking at her what's her dam problem la? i was like trying to see how many more stops then she was facing the door opposite her then i could see what she was playing on the PSP (only if i wanted to lorh )then from no where i suddenly from the corner of my eye i saw her eyes staring at me then i diao? i mean like siao she play some noob bubble bursting game who the hell wanna see? then she thought i looking at her then she turn away..GO DIE LA OLD WRETCH (: anyways collect the phone already took the red line all the way to Jurong East then take green line home i took the longer way ( the red line ) because i wanted to go through all those station never go there before.as i stay near the end of Singapore i find it quite shocking that many people live at the central of Singapore.to have a knowledge of what the stations were i'll tell you :
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Jurong East (first red line station)
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Bukit Batok-
Bukit Gombak-
Choa Chu Kang-
Yew Tee-
Kranji-
Marsling-
Woodsland-
Admiralty-
Sembawang-
Yishun-
Kratib-
Yio Chu Kang-
Ang Mo Kio-
Bishan ( i saw J8 finally in my whole life man if not is 2nd or third time but i last went there when i was a kid )
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Bradell-
Toa Payoh-
Newton-
Orchard-
Summerset-
Dhoby Ghaut-
City Hall-
Raffles Place (last red line station)
i also went to
Lakeside,Chinese Gardens,Queenstown,Redhill,Tiong Bahru,Outram Park,Tanjong Pargar. so you can count all the station and see how many stops i went to in total i can also say today i went half the Singapore.Heh heh (: god experience (: must do it again.
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Friday, 6 November 2009
DARN TIRED..-.- @ 23:10
Me in the hairdresser shop sitting there and taking my hair right after i cut finish.. (: lol.
Today woke up went for training.it was killer.we played the 3 VS 3 but then now got setter..so anyways speaking of which i went into the indoor sports hall then cause i go tshort hair now then they went like "..OMG now you look like Ying Ning ! !"then i diao.i dont really like it cause quite 'pong' at the bottom..then later while playing the 4 VS 4 every mistake we make must run down and up again super tiring..then later B'girls come so did the boys then they were like "..you cut your hair?!" and i said "..yeah.." so normal training and then later i went back home..nothing much happen just tired and hungry..suddenly having bad headache its painful..then later went to fetch Melissa from school walked to mrt station bought Mr Bean then went home.supposed to go with Melissa to P.O.P (passing out parade) some band thingy la then dint go cause mum dint want us go.so in the end stay at home wanted to go IMM eat but never so went to Jurong Point eat Bendobox not bad. (: although im not a fan of jap food..-.- finish come home use come and played
BANG! with sis and cousins.still having a headache.uploaded the new hairstyle on FB you want go see..then maybe later go out i see how (: okay im gonna play another time..
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Thursday, 5 November 2009
CUT MY HAIR.. @ 22:02
Today was the day where i would visit the hairdresser and get my hair cut.was a pretty shiok but weird experience..
Woke up last among cousins..always like that..had Mac for breakfast.watched the ending part of cats and we were commenting on the show..then later 1st cousin went out with her friends study for O levels then 2nd cousin went out with friends.me and 1st sis going out mah so mum was like wa seh i take leave but then no body going to be home..so in the end she follow us..went to Raffles Place somewhere i dont know how to explain then i went to cut my hair that place very 'high class' then some lady help me wash my hair.first time in my life i wash hair in a saloon so anyways she wash already then bring me to my seat so i thought she was going to cut my hair and i told her what i wanted apparently she wasn't the one..only one person out of everyone was cutting people's hair so i waited then finally he came to me and started asking what kind of hair so he asked "..you want short hair or remain this long..?" then i was like"...er short" so he say "..okay so its bob la? you want classic or stylish?" then i couldn't really understand as in i know what he talking about but like first time cut bob so blur blur then i just told him "whichever suits me best.." then he help me cut stylish.i think he say classic not
lao qui so now im currently having a bob hairstyle with a super okay la not super but straight bangs.(i look like a china doll wth) then later finish cutting went downstairs went next door ate some korean food that seriously sucks to the core i couldn't take spicy so went i ate the kimchi and it was HOT MAN..so i felt like crying then somemore i go order kimchi fried rice? man 1 it sucks 2 it was hot.make me no appetite.then finish went to mind cafe sis bought BANG! for someone then we went home..
at night was quite boring la.nothing much couldn't use com..i am using my cousin's one to blog not my lap top..maybe tomorrow.so tired.IM SERIOUSLY BEING INFLUENCED BY SOMEBODY..hais i dont know how to get use to my hair..ITS SO SHORT!!! will upload the photos soon..-.-
okay i wanna go do my things end here. (:
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Wednesday, 4 November 2009
JUST TOO TIRED.. @ 15:20
woke up late today.was in a hurry was suppose to meet Hui Hui at Clementi interchange at 7.15 a.m. but i woke up at 7 lol.so quickly change took by bag and rush out.then when my train was going into the mrt station i saw Hui Hui from above so i started to pray "..Hui Hui please continue to wait there please." then later i walk like one bullet train then when i was walking up the stairs i saw her about to board the bus so i ran but was too late.dint make it.how sad.so took 166 to school.then when i arrived i told her she ask why i never go there.lol i was in the train how you expect me to walk there.so ya had normal training but because I'm having major and minor muscle pain so it was quite taxing at times..
then later Jiao Lian ask us go into formation then left me, Sharmin. Sian Sue, Amanda and Xanthe so we were responsible fr serving the ball.as in like instead of the person in the formation serving we help them.then suddenly i don't know why i think we played until very bad so he ask us run down to 1st floor of indoor sports hall and up again 5 times.it seriously could kill ): then all of us were very tired i guess.so when he ask us go back into formation we dint do any better so he made us carry weights each time we make a mistake.this was another thing that kill.your leg must grab on the pole cushion then lie flat and use your arms to hold up a 2.5kg weight(for boys) and another smaller one for girls.each time i do i like going to die.-.- anyways then we also played 3 VR 3 so i was in Jason and Denise group.not very bad but could have done better (: then the rest was just like boring.mostly we've been repeating what we did over and over again.
After training me and Hui Hui went opposite our school missed one bus 14 so waited then came another so we took that.in the bus we started to talk about people tweeting its kinda retarded after we named it down though:
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Going to becomes
gonna-
Want to becomes
wanna-
I becomes
iie-
Love becomes
lurbbe-
You becomes
eu/euu-
hello/hi becomes
halo/hiie-
Don't becomes
dun-
night becomes
nites/nitez-
lor becomes
lorh/lorhh-etc...
those are some only..still got many but waste time so I'll just stop the examples here..anyways we went to Clementi Pizza Hut
AGAIN ! ! then ate the same thing.the table beside us keep on talking like non-stop.kinda irritating.cause its like she kinda anti-social as in she wont dare to approach you la then always want to avoid people and crowd and she doesn't like too much noise so as i said.then table i think they are JC/Poly they don't look secondary schoolish.i think they also took the course on architect cause they kept talking on art and interior designs blah blah..got quite irritating after a while..then we were complaining softly to each other.after we ate i needed to use the toilet then she followed me apparently its kinda spooky..very dark and not many people.so we were in the toilet both of us just keeping talking cause we scared of silentness in that creepy area.then she keep asking me to faster cause she was alone outside and she was scared.I quickly flush the toilet nothing came out suddenly only a bit of water came out then from no where a loud thunderous flushing sound came out me and Hui Hui tio shock then she run out i quickly wash hands then run out.
NEVER BRING US WATCH HORROR FLIMS ! so yeah went back home tired going to bath and sleep (:
Woke up.was still quite blockheaded.lol..watched Danny Phantom its nice okay (: we all have our young side (: cousin coming over to stay i think their parents going overseas so they stay here for the time being..they super kind since they stay near Mac with a mac cafe so they call ask me want double chocolate frappe of course i want la. they also know i wanted darn good brownies so they bought it for me they treat sia (: HAHA ! now while blogging im drinking mc cafe feel blessed (: okay im going to do my stuff.
i really hate this family..why the heck did my sis throw her bloody tantrums on me when i did nothing wrong what's her problem la ass la go die.I ask her something she never reply so talked to cousin then like after 5 minutes plus since i talked to her she suddenly say "..dont talk to me la! see la..!!" siol i also never do anything talk to her also she never reply finish dont want to talk to her already then scold me.KANASAI LA.and not only that lorh still got some others but then i dont wanna say.too angry.why was i born to such a family where they are so strict and everything also must care here and there.why does my friends have nicer parent where they dont care until sooo strict.people use com everyday i use everyday also kana nagged.then just now downloading finish my itunes then also kana scolded.my cousin watching cats then i just sit there only she suddenly come scold me say "..you believe i throw your laptop away..?" then i just diao her.so went into room and shut down then later she come tell me "..i dont care okay.i know you downloading something but then you better shut down now..dont make me fa pi qi that time i dont care who also scold.." ARGHHH! what in the holy cow did i do..I REALLY HATE MY LIFE.is not i dont want to love i just cannot stand the way they protect over me.they think they very big is it.-.-forget it im gonna watch cat i dont care even though its coming to 1 now..im gonna watch this musical finish and by that time its 2 plus i think so ya i'll end here.."DEAR GOD PLEASE MAKE MY SIS AND FAMILY NOT SO OVER PROTECTIVE AND WHATEVER I DONT LIKE ABOUT THEM ANYMORE I BEG YOU! ! !IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!"
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
A SUDDEN REGRET IN LIFE.. @ 12:42
today i woke up early and im shock i dont wake up early..was pretty much bored since its the holidays and its not as if i can go out everytime..so i decided to play DJ Max.realised that i still couldn't finish a stupid level 19 game what the heck im some noob..so gave up went eat breakfast.watched some really lame and boring shows but what can i do its the early morning.was suppose to go bowling today with surekha though.then i thought it would be quite boring and dull to have 2 people so i decided to ask Jonathan,Joshua tan,Deborah and Calvin.Its was going no where when i ask them.Deborah would go if Jonathan was and he would go if Tan was going.so i called tan and he said he couldn't go cause of some personal reasons i wont name as i promised him i wont.Anyways only me and Jonathan would know whats the reason.We're best friends like i said.. (: so ya then told Jonathan he aint coming then he actually will come but then he lazy wanna play com so in the end all of us never go.since i wasn't out thought maybe come to aunt's house to blog..on the way while in the train saw 2 cute guys haha their features on their faces very dominon and its just plain striking. (: hope my boyfriend in future will have it (: then after a while i went back to playing my PSP.alighted at Queenstown.on the way from after i went through the condo gates i started thinking back on my life. what have i been doing for the past 13 years?? i dint think that i went through life fruitfully many a times i ponder whether i did this correctly and whether i did this at the right moment.they say practice makes perfect but were things meant to be perfect?? i doubt anyone in this whole entire earth has ever experienced perfection.this perfection word has been around for a long time.many people try to hit its expectation some failed some think they did it but has anyone really experience the whole feeling of it? i sometimes wonder how it feels like.then after i when i was in the lift saw this cute boy.he kept looking at me but i dint smile or anything feels weird.so i went into my aunts house used the com still pondering over my life.i dont know what to do man..talked to Sian Sue on msn and FB.. YES FINALLY SHE SAY SHE WILL BUY FOR ME VODKA ! ! WOOS.hope i do not become an alcolholic.it'll be scary.and im getting abit hungry now..can the maid faster cook the food ..): having tuition later its H-O-L-I-D-A-Y you know..its kinda waste time anyways.
later going to Jurong Point at night might be eating at New York New York.haha celebrate dad's actual birthday (: hais why is the world like this.now im starting to really wonder what i was born for..having some muscle aches too.carried about 25kg of weights and then must spike the ball.having tough time raising my hands up..shucks should i go training??
After tuition stayed back to help aunt do some stuff.then decided to show my cousin some gay ghost show which is not scary for me cause i watched quite a few times already..he thought it was funny..-.- which was not. then he went to watch 2 others i screamed freaking loud at the second one cause it was scary for me.now i know never ever bring me watch horror flims i will scream into your eardrums.therefore im sorry cousin for screaming into your ear..XD
Went to Jurong Point.ate new york new york.got teased by sisters. dint really like it.more of it wasn't really interested to be bothered.then ate my food continue crapping and being retarded.nothing much la.was just being in pain with muscle ache and was pretty tired.wanted to faster go home and sleep.uploaded some photos on FB want then go see.and i'll stop here for now want to go sleep already.
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Monday, 2 November 2009
ANOTHER DAY PASSES @ 22:58
Today went to meet Hui Hui at Clementi interchange.i told her either 1 of us might be late she thought i said i will be late so she came really late make me wait there like mad..-.- thanks la -.- haha so quickly rush to school we were alr late then we were at the seat there waiting for bus 166 then we talked..
Hui Hui (HH), Joanna or Hui Min (HM)
HM:wa lao so late i like idiot there waiting..-.-
HH:sorry la..i thought you say you coming late mah.
HM:eh just now i saw one of the jiao lian wear all black.. XD HAHA hei se hui..
HH:(then beside me was a malay and beside her was an indian.) neh those people there also belong under them (: in chinese duh..
HM:wth~
later i taught her some word which has been around for some time but apparently not many of my friends know lol.its fugly.so after i told her the meaning anybody who walked pass us she keep point and say "..OH MY!!! FUGLY!!" lol and it went on until we alighted the bus she still kept saying but lesser.
TRAINING:it was horror super tiring trained with C'boys then did usual warm up.Zhang Wei keep kana by jiao lians haha sad for you man (: then me and jonathan keep kana scolded by wei hong jiao lian cause me never spike properly lol.my hand no strength.lift weights before spiking man that's crazy..then later C'boys and C'girls played in formation then left me,xanthe,jed and benedict so astro boy lian us.he make us shadow spike then later i told him i saw the jiao lian at Clementi interchange then he say orh that one arh?then he tell me the name..lol i at first hear until girl name.XD then later astro boy started this lame thing that the all black jiao lian wants my number-YEAH RIGHT ! then come 2 B'boys then he o tell one of them i want his number i dint even say anything.then later he read out someone's hp number which was the second one's hp number then he jiao lian tell him say i want one...crazy -.- then later after we stop shadow spike he make us choose B'boy one or 2 so we dint choose then he help us so i followed the B'boy who's number got read out by jiao lian.quite funny la when i played with him..joke.though i couldn't stand the first part of the training that last part was much much better. haha.
i wanna go out man.anything on??
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
Sunday, 1 November 2009
@ 13:56
WEDNESDAY:that day was nothing special cant really remember what events.had training later in the afternoon went with HUI HUI to eat at pizza hut ha ha we love it. (: then training was seriously ridiculous had some muscle pain lol.The stupid coach think he very big is it?? lol keep shoot me KANASAI LA!! what i accidentally toss the ball into the basket and it went out and hit him abit then he like not happy keep throwing balls ask me go pick up.accidentally only right? then tired ask us gather you tired you will run or not no right?? of course i dint so he make me run 1 round around the court then come back tired of course not smiling he ask me "..you not happy is it?" WALAO GO DIE LA.i hated that training to the core after that night had very bad muscle ache.skipped training on Friday and Saturday.then on the way home i took 196 from opp. my school all the way to clementi mrt station with Hui Hui then on the way wasn't really paying attention to what the were talking about but then sharmin and Brenda went down already so i moved up i was still playing with my PSP as usual DJ Max but then later Hui Hui sudden;y left her things there and went downstairs idk why but then when she went down some Malay man told us "..er who's thing is that??" so we said "..or er our friend's one.(:" i have no idea what's his problem but he went on nagging "..eh cannot leave your things like that you know..very dangerous later someone just snatch it like that..ahh later cannot find back.." then we were like thinking what's you prob? and there was like only Ying Ning, Sian Sue, Me and some Indian woman in front including that man.so little people it'll be obvious if anyone wanted to steal? hello by the way its was already 7 plus. so late usually alot of people on the way home already. crazy uncle..-.- he just kept on nagging talking nagging talking.. suddenly the weirdest part he said "..you all from Fairfield sec right??" then we " ya...?" then he say" i live at Dover so i'll help you." we ??? what the heck la you live in dover we care is it?? lol we also never say we need help from you to be exact (: so anyways Ying Ning and Sian Sue were going down soon then they kept "talking" as in like they were trying to tell me something without making noise only moving the lips.cant remember what so Hui Hui and i were left to hear his crap finally he went after Ying Ning and Sian Sue's stop and a stop before us then Hui Hui started scolding.." WALAO WHAT'S HIS PROB??CRAZY ARH ALSO NO ONE STEAL." lol then trained home.
THURSDAY:cannot remember what happen ~ oh yeah went back to school collect report book had a fun time de siol-ing lily haha.just like that it was boring XD
FRIDAY:woke up late..lol somemore i was trying to think of ways to pon tang school and i did it naturally lol.haha so i apparently woke up late so since i was late and it dint make a difference so i just took my time and skip the whole day of school..just went back to school return the report book and i wasn't the only one okay..-.- got Deborah and Danielle (:..as i said i skipped training.mum was home.so she brought me to Jurong Point buy my ear piece.dont wanna waste money on headphone.spoil easily one.sucks.then went up and down finally bought one quite nice (: the sound quality is good really good.then went home settled our own dinner mum was out.ate with dad.missed the times when i was younger and he looked after me.ahh i really love those days.OH GOD PLEASE TURN BACK THE TIME I WANT IT BACK !!! WHY SHOULD WE GROW OLDER?? MY REMINISCES OVER THE MEMORIES.HAHA..and then bought back dinner for sis.nothing much after that.
SATURDAY:went for theory exams easy.hand in after 40 minutes.went out waited for dad then he brought me home.packed my bag ate mac for lunch.i should stop im getting unhealthy haha.then went for music class threw some tandrums at teacher. IM SORRY.then wenthome quickly pack bag then went to church.reached there at 3.35 was the first so wrote averse to welcome the new batch of P6.then i decided to decorate the whiteboard.i wrote a BIG welcome.then wrote hello on the the board in korean.then ragg wrote in hindu.i found out that its actually very cool to write indian.lol.im not being racist.then went for service.sat with zac then crapped with friends first time went to eat communian.i think that's how you spell. anyways the alcohol was great haha super awesome (: ahh shucks am i becoming a alcoholic?? hope not.(: then went back to seat played PSP and listen to music.finished one of leanne's cousin came over say they going to anchorpoint eat so leanne went with them i actually going one but then isabel rebecca and wei lin ask me dont go.then i actually told wei yan i think i said "..eh i go also"she said okay so i was about to go then isabelask me "..eat dinnering here right??" then i said no so she started asking me dont go ask me dont pang seh her lol.. so rebecca heard ot then tell ask me "..huh you're not dinnering here ?!" then i said dont know and isabel was still begging me.then i told wei yan i not going she "what?!" then she say "..cannot cannot cannot yousay go must go.."lol im stuck.then wei lin ask "you not eating here?where you eating??" so i told her dont know. then she also start asking me dont go.ahh so after a while wei yan finally said okay la can dont go.so went with isabel rebecca and wei lin go eat.laughed like mad always one everytime after service will go high.lol i dont know why.then walked with wei lin and some other friends to mrt station saw an ex-student from somewhere i wont name then we talked abit.at clementi station wei lin ask if she should go to AMK OR Yew Tee to find her pez. what the crap long before she walked to the mrt station she already looking for it.so i said dont know then she ask if i can follow her so still dint know then okay la thought i dint wanna go home so early then went down at Jurong East then after i went out dint wanna go so far so went back to wait for next train.sorry XD then trained home walked back 10 plus.hais used com until 12.lying down on bed suddenly hungry so went to cook noodles ate finish brushed teeth then slept.
SUNDAY:FINALLY ! ! NOVEMBER ! ! HAHA WOOSH time flies.year 2009 is coming to a close and before you know it you'll be saying Happy New Year to you and it'll be the same boring life again.who cares school's over im looking forward to holidays.lol can go out.then now in aunt's house bloggin.later going to Jurong Point with relatives to celebrate DAD'S birthday. its not his actual birthday today but near so celebrate in advance will take pictures maybe vid and post it on blog if i want to haha.okay will blog about what happen today another time.cousin talked to me over msn.told me there was some dance festival thingy going on now.and she gave me the link of the website.what the heck.it ends today.and she told me today.WAH I WANNA GO SIA.ITS A
DANCE FESTIVAL LEH T^T IMAGINE I CAN SEE LIKE PROFESSIONAL DANCERS WOAH AMAZING. ITS UP CLOSE. (:
ANOTHER MEMORY LEFT BEHIND..
Joanna
